but honestly, i can't wait for it to start, for it to end.

i simply feels that its time for me to get done schooling and get a proper work, start proper job and earn some money to pay back. pay back to my parents, pay back to society.

theres so much decision making to be done in coming months. i feel that my indecisiveness, and consider-all-sorts-of-outcome, and weighing-all-pros-and-cons character had wasted me so so much time. so much of my decision is based on my strength instead of my interest; i studied biomed wif an interest for physiology in mind (and to proof that poly route is just as good), i continued to biosci thinking," why not since this is what i can do well in?", and also cause my internship at that time put me off from working.. and yes! i've succeeded in entering uni wif a pretty well gpa score, and in my third year in biosci at ntu somehow miraculously pulled my gpa to a safe region. and here am i, believing that its more impt to go for something you are good in rather that you are interested in, and doing well in something i am strong in. the question kicks in: what am i going to do in future? to simply carry on with the career for which i've been specialising in and trained for? or to step into a new adventure, go for a change, something new and exciting? seriously, this takes courage.

bioscience, oh my gosh. simply noble. but i am not one. bioscience, to me is fascinating, lots to be unraveled, addictive. yes bioscience is interesting, but to me is just as interesting as business studies, as geography, as art.

routes beyond bioscience: oh my gosh, unknown, uninformed, ignorance, is scary and intimidating.

move it move it!!! go go go!!!

Miss Everyone~;